heyy! ahh i cant believe today is the last day of break..i dont want to go back to school! well at least i get to see all of my wonderful friends :) . i guess my break has been ok. more relaxing than fun which is a good thing! i spent the night at camilles last night and umm things got a little crazyy. you know what they sayy "girls just want to have fun!". lol we didnt go to sleep until like 4:15! and then we woke up at 11 so it wasnt that bad. heres some pics that me and cami took:

me and camille last night..haha fun times i love you babe!

aw camille looks so cute here!

there are days that i love you, and days that i dont. days i'd like to be friends.and days that i wont. days i'll pick up the phone and give you a call. days im so sad i dont want to talk to you at all . days i look back at all the things that we shared.
days i question myself if you really even care. theres so many things i wish i could say, but im scared it will all come out in the wrong way. no matter how much time goes by, i'll always be by your side, cause i couldnt stop loving you .. even if i tried.

It's true that we don't know what
we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.

L<3ve,

Candice

YES! its finally break..ahh i needed this soo much! i havnt been doing that much. on friday night i went to the mall and then to pick up hannah! we just chilled. thenn we just watched movies until we got ready for sarahs party on saturday night! we had soo much fun with crystal and katy! you guys are the best! then hannah spent the night again and we peirced her ears! now shes all prettyy!! lol then on sunday hannah left and i just hung around the house. on monday i watched movies allll day. definently a sweatpants and dvd kind of day! then on tuesday i went shopping a little bit. eh not that fun. and today ive just been outside and cooking for thanksgiving tomarrow! ive been grounded from the computer so thats why i havnt been online much. but ohhh wellll. hope everyone has a good break!

some quotes and stufff:

you gotta hurt in order to know.
fall in order to g R 0 w <3
loose in order to ( GAiN )
because most of life`s lessons are learned in pain <|3

i can`t promise that i can fix all your problems
but i promise you`ll never have to go through them alone <3

she smashed the rearview mirror with
her fist, because starting today she's
never looking back

without these blonde moments,
life would be so dull <3

It's better to be alone + happy with someone than miserable

you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still  \\
manage to see the best in me <3

laugh your heart out && dance in the rain
cherish the moments :: ignore all the pain
live - love - learn ;; forgive && forget
life's too short to live with regrets
so hold on to the things that you love
stay true to all that you know
take everything you dream of
and never let go <33

READ THIS omgg its so funny:

Things To Do At Wal-Mart While You Wait For Your Family To Shop 1. Get boxes of condoms & put them in peoples' carts when they aren't looking. 2. Walk up to an employee and announce in an official tone, "I think we have a code three in housewares," and see what happens. 3. Put some M&M's on lay away. 4. Set up a tent in the camping department, tell others you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department. 5. Look right into the security camera and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose. 6. Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from 'Mission Impossible.' 7. While handling guns in the hunting department ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are. 8. In the auto department practice your Madonna look using different size funnels. 9. Hide in the clothing rack and when people browse through whisper 'PICK ME! PICK ME!'

EvERY gIrLs  DrEaM

1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into eachother's eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A boy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is   loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is   at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A boy that is   the same when he is   with you and when with friends
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly
22. A boy that is   good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is   against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A boy that will just randonmly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away

hiii. wow i havnt updated in a few days. god xanga is so gay..ha but kind of addicting. so anyways i hope everyone had a good halloween! mine was sooo much fun. me and hannah went 80's this year. i went with her to calebs house and then we walked over to roberts house. then just kinda walked around highland village. ahhh soo many fun times! i have never laughed so much in one night before.  lol and i owe it all to robert. your amazing! so this week has gone by sooo slow. monday was awesome..tuesday was ok..and wednesday and today were horrible except for a few things. but hey its all good. tomarrow is our last football game! Go MaRcUs! haha the colony doesnt have a chance. then on saturday is chases party and possibly shopping? eh idk. and sunday well who knows. ok well im out for tonight hope everyone has a good weekend! if you want to hang out you know the number! ohh yeaa and heres some pics..nothing too recent:

My Best Friends

me and hannah before the axe game! this is one of my favs..

camille, hannah, and me going to rascal flatts concert!

sean, me, and camille on the four wheelers in colorado!

hannah at dickeys hahaaha fork sex!lol i love you babe your gorgeous!

hannah and me on our little girls night! complete with disney movies and juice boxes! lol

camille getting ready for rascal flatts concert! aww your so pretty i love you!

well thats all for now i guess! leave me commentss <33

okkk so basically im having the worst mixed emotions everrr. do i like him do i not..or do i like someone else or do i not?! ahh i hate boys. we should all throw rocks at them. some stuff that ive been thinking aboutt:

when your married and have kids & your
little girl asks who your first true love was
[ i hope you say my name ]

i sometimes feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone else could please you, more than me i guess its my insecurity, acting up a bit because i know im not the, most beautiful most fun or even the most, exciting person you'll ever meet but i do
know that no matter how hard and , long you search you`ll never find, someone who loves you as much as i do

i really wanna avoid those weird moments
when we're around each other and we
remember ________how it used to be. x3

WILL  YOU COME  BACK?
it's all she wants to know.
she   knows   she's    part
of     the     problem     too.
could   she   let    it     go?
iT'D TAKE A MiRCALE  </3

AND Y0U D0NT KN0W THAT i'VE FALLEN.
FALLEN T0O HARD, T0O DEEP, T0O MUCH.
AND  A  LiTTLE  T0O  FAST.                    <3